regret

its my choice.
a decision had to be made.
i had too many doubts.
they were bothering me.
this move had to be made so that no one will suffer the consequences.

i cant endure the torture any longer.
i dont deserve this tresure.
im guilty.
im a criminal.

but you cant see that can you?
im not as innocent as you think.
all my words are lies.
all my lies are dead.

buried in my grave with me.
some sins cannot be forgiven.

so i understand if we cannot be friends ever again.
although i hope for the best.
that you will forgive me.

but im not worth it.
i dont deserve you.
im just a pack of lies.

i didnt mean to break it.
it wasnt supposed to happen.
it wasnt written in the book.
but i'll hope you'll forgive me.

i'll miss you.
for eternity;