close your eyes, i'll be there

The dreaded tomorrow.
Results are coming out.

I probably screwed up A maths and Chem.
Maybe a little chinese too.
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Today was tolerable, with poly talks going on for almost the whole day at school. I think that the crucial point to take note of, is that eloquency is critical to host a talk in Cedar.
The Temasek Poly talk could have been more interesting if she spoke better and had flawless powerpoint slides on a more basic note.
Almost everyone saw the flaws like '17 millon', instead of '17 million', and were criticizing it. The speaker's flawed english also contributed to the restlessness and the disinterest of the cohort.
Republic Poly's talk was quite interesting and convincing, due to the fact that it touched on the unique educational system and lesson insights.
Singapore Poly's speaker was somewhere in between. He actually tried the 'pacifying' method of approaching to the restless and disinterested cedarians. However this was not as effective as the previous speaker, who used a more 'relavant' method and thus we could relate to her speech better.

I've been thinking about what have I done so far in life, and what are my unfufilled dreams.
Basically, on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being the highest level of satisfaction with my life, i would pick 6.
I love my family, even though they can be crazy and wild at times. But my parents, and even my brothers (yes, unbelievably), provide me with moral support and the family warmth that everyone needs. My mum, being the COOLEST and laid-back mum EVER, is the bane of my existence. I mean, how many mums are there in this world that would accept the very existence of a boyfriend, and even take the two of you out?
I remember her telling me as well, 'If you get pregnant before marriage, I would force you to keep the child, but you will NOT marry the irresponsible guy.'
Oh, my dad is also quite cool, if not practical otherwise.
:D

The other part of me, which is also the main bane of my sanity and existence, are my fabulous friends. Ranging from the school dropouts, to scholars! Special friends like Yi Tong, April, Yimin, Soleil, Sonam, Danial, Rena, Annmarie, Mayxuen, Alvina Ho, Estee, Audy, Steven (in no whatsoever order), and my dearest sista, SYADZA, basically help me survive through all the obstacles in life.
So what else can I really ask for right?

Despite all of that, I'm still unsatisfied with where I am in life sometimes.
I was to work in the biowarfare department, I want to do all kinds of voluntary work, I want to become an entrepreneur and set up my own shop!
Sigh, i want so many many things, but when can I get it all done, and do I even have the time?

I guess it still boils down to the basics.
I'm probably crapping, cause I'll still have to complete so many things, one, being compulsory to sleep now, or else I'd probably have half the amount of energy left to pursue my goals tomorrow.

Ah well, trying to take things slowwwwwwwwwwww!
Good luck to all receiving back results and taking exams too!