Fairytales don't last. (for me, at least)

Some ask me, do you still have faith?

Seriously, I don't know. Now impermanence seems like such a cruel thing to me, maybe deep down inside, I knew it was all too good to be true.
I mean, no quarrels, giving in to each other all along, it might strike you as perfect on the surface, but as they say, conflicts bring both parties closer.
So if there's no conflict, where's the bond?

But really, besides from the in-your-face shock that I got, now all I feel is numbness.
I'm sad for my dad, worried for my mum, and scared off my butt for my two brothers. So where does that put me?

NOwhere.

Back to the faith issue, I really really don't know. A part of me now assumes that everything is too good to be true, but another really wants to believe that there's such a thing as love forever.
The songs that they all sing of love, love at first sight, can't live without you and such, are they just a facade of a moment's happiness?

The cinderella story stops at their marriage, saying that they live happily ever after. But then again. who really knows the 'after'? They failed to mention.

Pretence, pretence, pretence, it just hurts me deeper to know, that you think/thought I'm blind.