Slipped.

Hearing your voice like that, on the phone, hit me so hard.

My heart died.

I promise I won't be like that again, saying all those hurtful things.
Hurting the one closest to my heart.

I'm sorry that I was so weak.
I'm sorry that I doubted us.
I'm sorry that I didn't warn you, not to come near, cause everyone who does, always gets hurt.
I'm sorry that I hurt you.

I will try to make it up to you, really.
Guess my heart couldn't move, away from you.

Yesterday was dark, too dark. All this missing you actually kills me inside, I don't know how else to put it.
Missing you, hurts.

I'm still finding a way to forgive myself.
I'll change, put my insecurities away, okay?
For us.

It's still true,

Whatever I say,
Whatever I do,
From beginning to
end,
My heart's still with you.
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