When you see the sun rays through the trees

Sigh, I miss April Twu already.

Stupid woman go back to texas so fassssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssst.

& story of the century, I failed my chem R paper (again).

I really need to buck up and study so much more, just dont understand inorganic chem. Thank god for mrs tan's tuition altho it's at thomson.

I'm so scared for my other results. Did a stupid thing like thinking it was math first and finding out on the day itself that it's ECONS. I seriously didn't f-ing study a single thing of that.

I don't want to let my parents down, myself down, and everyone else. I know that I can do better, if I just keep my discipline in check.

So I'd better brace myself for flunking math, I'm just praying really hard that I don't get U and retain.

Besides that, I need a friend who can drag me out to some library everyday and make sure that I practice math.

Amazingly although I only read through econs last minute, (like really last minute) I'm still more scared for math than econs, sigh.

Anyway enough depressing thoughts (they're not helping me), today was relatively fun with econs pbl presentation and the first time sitting in the refurbished LT1! Reminded me so much of cedar, with the blue walls and grey ceiling. However the seats were really uncomfortable, thank goodness you can't upskirt.

Met the boy and his rendang for lunch at bedok after school before heading home. I don't know if I can be JC2 for sure, but it feels really fast and stressful. Before it has even sunk in,the first week of school has already gone by, I AM SO DEAD.

Should I consider a hiatus from now on?