risks

Life is all about taking risks right?

It's about throwing yourself into a black hole, something you'd never usually do.

I've thrown my hand in, and still gonna stick through with the plan although there are many people who wouldnt, although I can't quite see where I'm going.
Maybe it's just gonna be an interesting story in my life, or nothing at all, even though this impulsive decision will cost me a lot.

Well, I'm glad to say that I've someone by my side, trusting my judgement. As for the rest, I'll let you all know when it comes through as I have faith. But don't judge, just listen.

It's quite similar to what mummy is doing now, throwing herself and all her money into a different country, not knowing if she'll succeed and where it'll lead her to, but I guess it'll be the journey of her life. Mine's just on a smaller scale, but I can empathize with her feeling scared having any inkling of what the future would be like, but throwing all her faith and money into it.

It's gonna be one hell of a joyride.

Thank you friends, who know about my venture and are concerned for me. Just don't judge, but I'll accept your "I told you so." at the end of it all, if it takes a turn for the worse. Those who don't know yet, don't feel left out, I'll tell you soon, just wait (:

& you too D, for understanding.

Daddy would most probably kill me if he finds out, and there will be a lot of questions to answer, but heck. Luckily I passed bio finally!

Right now I'm dead hungry for this:

AND I WANT THE PAIR OF MOCCASINS BELOW DAMN BAD!