Lately, my thoughts have been coming from a dark place.
Like how we won't be able to stand each other because you seem to put your needs on top, and I put your needs on top too instead of a mutually considerate relationship.
Take pride in your work. This line came from you yet at times it's really trying because of your wants. I almost cried but I don't think you know when the thought occurred to me that maybe you only love yourself the most.
Yet on the other hand, the way you hang out late at night, forfeiting your sleep and health esp during meals and such doesn't show that you care about yourself. By exposing yourself to such unnecessary risk worries me and bugs me all the time. But you wouldn't know because I stop/refrain from telling you these worthless thoughts. You'll just brush them away and tell me to stop over thinking.
And so now, for the first time, I'm really scared that we won't last because I can't tolerate such careless behaviour.
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