Why I still get upset because of you,
Why I sink into frequent bouts of confusion about the Ian whom I loved and what happened to him.
I feel extremely alienated whenever I try to make sense of what happened.
You were lying to me, for 3 years, about the fact that you smoked.
I can accept that fact but my brain simply refuses to reconcile the fact that I wasn't reason enough for you to change. For you to give it all up.
Instead, whatever we were, no matter how "great" you said we were, simply wasn't good enough for you to try and make it up to me.
Instead you just dump me with reason that you feel that I deserve better and you simply aren't that "better" because of your lie.
So end of the day, I have my heart shattered out of the blue because of your decision that this is for the better and nothing else can be righter than it.
Our dreams and goals and time has been chucked aside into the bin because of your one decision.
Our effort, has been wasted, because of your one decision.
Our relationship just boils down to the decision on your one side.
How selfish you are.
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